eh.. to my team who's reading this...

eh! you don't chee bye!!! lol..


this is also state this is the end of this blog.. too much emo and i need to bury the past and look forward to the future...

correct bosses???

hahahaha...

sad

wow.. the big 29 already.. i know i'm late of my b-day post but who cares.. i doubt anyone reads this anymore but all the better for me to write my inner thoughts about other stuffs..

anyways, i'm writing these as it's a sad day as 2 of my colleagues whom i thought of them as close colleagues but we will meet up more often in the future!!

it's sad as they are good colleagues but were not rewarded as promised by my company management. i felt that they shouldn't keep quiet and pushed on or sound out for what they are promised. my management blamed themselves for not able to keep them as they are slow and not able to retain talent.

a few words to describe all these.

SLOW, NO FORESIGHT AND SAD.

i'm lucky i have a good mentor to help me around for the past 1 year since i started on the new role and i must pay it forward now with my new colleague who we pulled/promoted him from the pool.

unbelievable it's coming to a year since my new role and i'm still learning.. i can't believe i went for an interview as at that moment of time seems bleak and management wasn't doing anything at all with the morale.. now all that is the past, we can move forward and look for a better future till 2013. why 2013? u go figure.. :D

What a BANG to begin with

1st, I would like to wish everyone Happy Lunar New Year!! HUAT AH!!


i never expect how my CNY begin with..

Things happened hence shit happens. nobody can prepare one for it but one self. Suck it up and face it onwards.
In life, is there any right or wrong answer/path to it? How do you know if you are right and other people are wrong? Is our moral compass pointing us the right direction or wrong direction that's leading us to nowhere??

These are the questions that are ringing through my head.

This time, it sounds serious and i'm really dunno what to do in this kind of situations.. what am i supposed to do? i really dunno.. sometimes it's just too complicated but then again, it can be simple too..

why life is so complicated but yet so simple?

i'm confused..

the day after Valentine's Day she just messaged me and said we're drifting away.. i dunno.. i don't mean to 'drift away'.. she's already with someone.. i just don't wanna waste my time on sweet-talking and coaxing and it's wrong! but i just can't help it missing how i feel about her everytime we talked..

everytime i see her, the feelings always rush back.. i just want her to be happy..

just be happy and i'm happy..

Valentine's Day..

ah.. it's the 14th of the 2nd month of the year where all the single guys and maybe some single gals dread..

i believe most of us don't like to be alone on this day where every couple is out on the streets and in restaurants having their most romantic and expensive dinner with the most elegant bouquets for the whole world to show off.. when i look at it, i think sometimes Valentine's Day is quite overrated and one of the most commercialized days of the year..

i think it's not about how expensive the gifts or flowers are but the person who you wanna spend the day with to make the day even more eventful and most memorable.. everyday can be a Valentine's Day with someone you love but on Valentine's Day, you make it special, unforgettable and memorable..

i remember how i spent mine with my ex when i 1st started dating.. to me, it was my 1st Valentine's Day and as it was my 1st time, i dunno what to get or how to save or how to plan at least a good V-Day date.. you can imagine how horrible and bad it can be.. with no savings when i was young, i ask my mom for some money so i could bring her out to watch a movie and then dinner later like a normal date.. and it really became a normal date as per usual.. like a soldier following a SOP (Standard Operating Procedure, for people who do not understand).. yah, i know the whole date was stupid but i was young and naive as per my blog address states.. 

we didn't get to do a 2nd Valentine's Day cos a few weeks later, we broke off.. now, looking back at those times, i will smack myself if i could travel back in time and do at least something special or at least get a gift for her..

now i'm more knowledgeable and know how to plan at least a good date.. i wouldn't want to make any gal feel Valentine's Day was any other normal date.. i would make Valentine's Day special for her..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL COUPLES OUT THERE!!

and please don't be left alone here reading my worthless post on Valentine's Day.. 

if you haven't got a date then go get one.. it doesn't have to be a couple thingy, go out with all your single friends and spend the night away so you won't feel lonely.. bottom line is... anything is possible if you tried..