it's that time of the month for me again...

feeling emo...

waiting for that particular someone is painful and where 1 person is giving in everything and nothing comes back... sometimes i look back at myself i wonder if it's really all worth while...

i can imagine people right now, will be telling me and smirking to themselves, told you so liao.. why go through all the this trouble... you're killing yourself slowly...

i'm practically robbing myself of my own happiness...

looking back now, i really done a lot of stupid things eh? will nice guys really finished last? if really finished last then when would that be? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what happens if i really disappear from her life? i guess, the world still go round, the rain will continue to pour and the sun will continue shining...

i've only myself to blame for all this shit and trouble that i'm in now.

end post.
good night everyone and thanks for reading these rubbish. :)