trust is no longer there

okie, i missed Nov, Dec and Jan posts...

1st and foremost, Merry X-mas and a Happy New Year!! er, belated?

soon to come, more holiday greetings!

anyways, i feel the trust is no longer there between the both of us.. more like i don't believe her anymore..

maybe she doesn't believe in 2nd chances in a relationships i guess... i think most people would not give another chance to be with the person again.. i guess, they don't want to be hurt again..

well.. over the time, people change... i believe in 2nd chance.. if i'm given a 2nd chance, i will definitely treasure it.. for me, there was no 2nd chance given and i'm feeling hurt... and it hurts the worst as i come to make a decision about it.. it sucks to be me now...