work work work

sigh... nobody in the office right now.. and i'm so demoralised by work today. it just happened. well, i hope everything can be fine by next monday. if not... no matter how i hide, the matter will be brought up again. sigh... sianzzz...

while i'm typing this out, she might be at the airport checking in soon already. i think both of us had made peace already as she began talking to me already but not as often as before. what i can do now? nothing much. what i've done, i think i've done my best.

i could just focus on my job. thinking about other gals would be hard and this feeling i called love would be shelved at one side. right now, work is my priority. work for myself, my future and my life. i should begin to save more money now. i want to go for a holiday trip by myself. alone, backpacking and with a camera to take nice scenic pictures. i ever thought of getting DSLR camera but it's way way too expensive. so try to get a good camera that's within my range bah.

i've been planning to go Australia to visit my auntie over there and friends who are studying there. i planned end of this year with my leave but it falls between the X-mas period where i would like to spend it with my family. so~~ may postponed it to june or july when is the winter season in Australia. so if i take the pictures there, it would look nicer bah. right? then if i got extra cash then maybe Taiwan with my buds/NSmen. to relieve those nights at 高雄(kaoshuiong, i think that's how they spelt it) again.

see how it goes by then. hopefully i can some kakis to go with me. :-)